Entry#28- Friend coming over

Yeah, I have a friend coming over today, so I WONT be able to blog a lot but I will take a picture of the two of us and post later if I have time okay :P
Sam is still in england, they’ve changed the flight day to friday…more waiting :’(
Anyway see you guys :P
~Philis xoxo

Entry#27- WOOHOOO!

HEY GUYS!
Sorry I didn’t post for 2 days was reaaally busy, Thursday had the day out with Sam (:D) and than when I came home, I had to study for the tests after xmas hols, and THAN the next day I had to go to the circus with my friend, Saturday I had to help mum with the Turkey and yesterday was Xmas.
ALSO! The blog is now FINALLY 1 Years Old!!! Woohooo!
So I got AWESOME XMAS PRESENTS:
Easel
LOADS OF ART SUPPLIES!
From Sam Anniversary:
Make Up Set
From Sam Xmas:
LOADS OF ART SUPPLIES
To Sam From Me Anniversary:
Oil Pastels
To Sam From Me XMAS:
PhotoShop CS5.1 Extended AND
New UNRELEASED game for his XBOX Kinekt thing.

:P
Lol I’ll speak to you later, Have a nice boxing day thing.
~Philis xoxo

Entry#26- Morning!!!

Yep! Morning everyone!

Today as we all know is DECEMBER 22ND! ------> My 1 Month Anniversary with SAM!

Yay! I’m sooo excited.

It’s 9:30 AM right now, I’ve washed and dressed, and I’ve done my hair, so now I have to wait till 10:30 AM and she’ll drop me off at the cinema, I’ll meet Sam there, just the 2 of us will watch a movie, we’re watching Johnny English, then we’re going to see the giant snow globe in bay street, THEN we come to my house, and I’ll let him say something, but just before we go home, we’re going to McDonalds to eat something.

We’ll be giving our presents there!

Yay! So exciting!

See you later!

~Philis xoxo

<----That was earlier this morning XD

Entry#25- :’(

 

Sam couldn’t come today because he was grounded, because apparently he failed his Math Test.

He was really angry, BUT he phoned me and we stayed talking for around 3 hours. (Uh Oh The Phone BILL) He said there’s not way in hell that he’s not coming tomorrow for our anniversary :)

Yay! At Least there’s something to look forward too!

See you tomorrow!

~Philis xoxo

Entry#24- Dawww :(

Yeah, bad news, well thing is the weather over here has been really bad lately, and the circus was postponed to Friday…

BUT! It still wasn’t cancelled, so at least I’m still riding a camel.

Also TOMORROW is my anniversary with Sam My Boyfriend! 1 Month, but it’s so exciting!

I’m getting 2 presents! For our anniversary tomorrow AND for Christmas!

OH YEAH! Speaking of Christmas! This Blog will be 1 Years Old ON Christmas! Yay! Because last year that’s when I made this blog, I got inspired because I was reading this book and it was all about her blogging and stuff….Yeah XD

Yesterday was the last day of school so now it’s XMAS HOLIDAYS!!!

WOOHOO!

That means more time to see Sam.

I’m not really okay with my Friends right now…for some reasons I don’t want to think right now, I DON’T feel like getting depressed, especially as this week tomorrow, sunday it’s all supposed to be a HAPPY week.

Anyway Sam will be here in a few minutes, I’ll blog later, I’ll give him access to write something |:P

~Philis xoxo

<----I got that in my locker XD

Entry#23- IM GOING TO RIDE A CAMEL!!

Yes!!! I’m going to ride a camel on Wednesday because…..

School finished on Tuesday (Tomorrow) and Wed I’m going with a friend to the Circus.

 

AND WE GET TO RIDE A CAMEL!

YAY

 

AND CHRISMAS IS SOON HERE

 

PRESENTS

 

OH MIII GOSH PRESENTS!

Entry#22- Hell Of A Week

Yeah! It’s been a hell of a week, sorry I haven’t posted, I didn’t have time, because I had to catch up with the 4 days of school I missed, anyway Tuesday is our last day of school till we break up for holidays.

Yay! And it’s soon a special day next Friday the 22nd (And 25th Of COURSE XMAS!)

I guess for reasons I can’t let out Publicly.

Oh Stuff That!

It’s my one month anniversary with My Boyfriend Sam On The 22nd December!

And I’m getting 2 presents. My Birthday already passed, One For Christmas, and Another for our Anniversary!

I would tell you what I GOT HIM, for these 2 events but then that would be ruining the whole suprise, Because Sam reads this blog too.

But thats not the only reason I can’t wait for the anniversary OF COURSE XD

Anyway see you later Guys!

~Philis xoxo

You Dare Ask What The Hell That IS? XD

Entry#21- AHHHH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…..AHHHHHHHHHHHH….AHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sorry..Sorry…Sorry it’s just, well….

At School on Monday I had an accident, someone smashed my head in a door, BY MISTAKE.

THOUGH, I have no idea who did it.

Anyway and I can’t stop getting these headaches from my forehead and backwards along with ear aches, so my mum took me to the doctor today and said I need to take an MRI

I’m scared as hell, will post tomorrow or Later

-Philis xoxo ~

 

Entry#20- Torture

Hello!

Ha! You see I’m Blogging.

Had to miss school today because I had an accident and the doctor told me to stay in for just a day, but it isn’t all yay, no school, I have to study for my history test coming up.

Darn.

Anyway besides that Les Frictions (Succesors of ESP RIP Franz Vonlichter) have just released their free download of Torture, there song, It is AMAZING, and it’s the only song I have been listening to since yesterday, LOL.

If you want to find the song just go on you tube and Sear “Les Friction Torture” And you’ll find it.

If you want to DOWNLOAD it then either:

1) Use Listen To You Tube . Com

2) Or else go on their FaceBook Page and there should be a tab under Wall and Profile, Saying “FREE DOWNLOAD” Than….just press it.

Amazing.

I repeat…AMAZING!

Anyway will post later :P

-Philis xoxo ~

  XD I LOOKED LIKE A BOY THERE.

 

Entry#19- Hello Again ^^;

 

Yep it’s me the unfaithful bitchy blogger, who neglects the blog and all that, but now there will be an END to that.

MUHAHAH

No seriously, I got Windows Live Writer, I don’t need to log in I just, go in Just like that.

I love Blogging I mean it, This Blog finally got some publicity now, at least, I started a new blog philisbloggyz.wordpress.com but I realised that this blog, has been here since 2010 Christmas, and when I read the posts I feel well….you know at home, like when I used to get sick.

I couldn’t just quit the Blog, so it’s back again, and I PROMISE I will blog EVERY SINGLE DAY, sometimes more then one times a day, it depends on school days and stuff.

I’ll fill in with more stuff sooner :P

-Philis xoxo ~

 

Entry#18-Singing Channel

Well Hi Blog :D


How Iz You?!


XD


2 Days ago I decided to make a singing channel, and I did, I have a couple of comments, and 6 Subbers :D

Yaay Lool, well this blog shouldn't be dead anymore since on one of my video blogs I gave a direct link to come over here and check out my blogs. *Hugs Blog*


If you where real and a Boy I'd Kiss YOU XD 


Joking Random Alert.


*Gargles Moonlight Sonata In Mouth*


Amazing Song *dances to the song* So beautiful, Originally by Ludvig Van Beethoven, but E.S Posthamus, in my opinion made it a tad better :D.


I love this song.


And Nara (By E.S Posthamus)


OHH AND ALL ELSE OF E.S POSTHAMUS.


I'm tired.


*SLEEPS*


*WAKES UP*


OH HAI!


BAI!

Entry#17- Well Hello Again

Sorry Been Inactive AGAIN for a few DAYS, but was busy.


Summer never changes D:


*sigh* school starts in a month's time :( So yeah, I guess I'm going to start lessons, tests, exams...ect.


So why, tell me, WHY does this have to happen.


Reasonable thing to is make it 5 months long... *sigh*


I'm sad....Pips, no longer happy.


*dies*


Okay TOO dramatic.


LOOK ON THE BRRIIIIGHT SIDE, Friends!


One Of My Best Friends is Leaving School.


Oh Okay...then.... LOOK ON THE OTHER BRIGHT SIDE, They said this year will be EASY


That was said for last year '-.-


OK....You get to get loads more books from THE LIBRARY.


I might be banned from there, for keeping a book for 2 years...


IT TOOK YOU 2 YEARS TO READ IT?!


No it took me half an hour..just forgot to return it.


You're a downer..






I KNOW :'(


Well you know my latest blog says about moving blogs, well I might move this blog to TUMBL, because Blogger has a lot of glitches.


*sigh*


Im depressed today.


Same goes for the hell of the weather.

Entry#16- Comic

Yesh! I am FINALLY making a COMIC!


Oh yeah, Oh yeah, *shakes butt* ...*like a mutt*


LOOOL sorry Random SPOOF alert.


I can't wait for Doctor Whooooooo to come oooouuuut!


I CAAAN'T WAIT!


OMG!


YAAY!


It's soo awesome, They ish gonna kill hitler.


Not literally...I think O_o


I'm so excited!!!


When River Song told Amy She's her daughter I was like shit....XD


MATT SMITH KISSED HER =O 


I MEAN HE KISSED HIS HALF HUMAN HALF TIME LORD DAUGHTER....I MEAN..WTF.

Entry#15- Drama Lessons

Hey guys!


I've decided to change font now, that I'm getting all "HOMY" with the blog...
Well..


Today Was Probably a good day...so faaar o_O


*Does the Crazy Lamoo dance*


XD


Rofl, anyway well every thursday I go to, Lucienne's (A Drama Teacher) house to Practise, along with Bettina and Federica, two of my Best Friends.


Anyway, and I did good so far.


Mostly because I'm shy of the teacher and stuff, but ANYWAY.


I'm Happy, and watching Doctors, (My Faaaave Programme)


I will post another Entry Later on in the day...


I wish this blog will get some publicity, but unlike other people I wont re-locate it somewhere, I really don't understand why people re-locate their sites on the same website because the blog is kinda dead, it's stupid to re-locate it somewhere else 'cause it's still going to be DEAD XD


My Friends and some other people read this blog soooo :D


Anywayz, see you later!

Entry#14 - Wednesday 17th August 2011

Hi, well I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, It's not ENTIRELY, my fault....

Or Maybe It Is COMPLETELY my fault.

But I started thinking about My Blog and I'm Like "NOOO! I WILL NOT NEGLECT IT" and you know typing this right now...I feel Bloggy again :)

Bloggy...Wow weird word.

Anyway News is that The Blog Is Back Again, and even BETTER news...Im Awesome! XD, the urge to say that was super strong.

I'm reading "MAD" magazine, if you're as amazing and genius as me, you'll understand the humour! XD

NO, I don't boast, but the urge to say THAT was even STRONGER to say.

Anyway-No more boasting. I PROMISE.

Oh Well, what else to say, Summer is fun, Mad is funny, This Blog is Bloggy, and your face is a lovely pie C:

I'm so proud of you :').

XD. Randomness on 100% levels today!!!

I miss this blog, even though prolly, no one reads it ^^;

Just once, maybe someone is drunk and punches his fist on the keyboard, and spells http://journal-philis.blogspot.com/ and then he comes here, reads the journals, and vomits on the monitor.

Gaah who am I kidding, this Blog will prolly, never get any publicity.

But I love this blog, because sometimes blogger directs to random blogs, and I MIGHT BE ONE OF THEM :')

ZE YES!


TROLOLOL.

SEE YA TOMORROW BLOGGGYYYY!

(OwO Fail..)

Entry#13- Woah!

OMG

Did you see what I posted there?

I felt like being poetic.

Do I sound Poetic.

I hope So = D

If I don't....

= [

Entry#12- My Life, your life.... our Life.

A day feels like a year, and everything slows down, drowning in depression, trying to get up for air, but all I can do is seep lower, lower and lower....

No, I'm not happy, and yes i'm boring you with depression, but after all you are my journal. For the past 2 posts, you're wondering whats happened, and you're right, I have been ranting about my life but not saying why i'm so sad.

But it hurts to say what happened, even though I leave it back in my mind. It's hard not to think about it, and not crying is making it even worse, wondering what could be worse then this, life is suddenly turning out to be harder then usual.

It hurts so much... I think, am I becoming less attractive, or am I just plain ugly. Why am I trying to Impress other people, why.. am I acting so low life?

The questions I ask myself are funny, because I as for all, do not know how to answer them, and heck yeah, I would like to know why.

Answers are hard to find, and I can't find an answer of why I did that, why I slapped him, well yes I do know, but I did think so, I did think that he did really like me.

Too much, he was playing around with the heart (or as I should say "Hearts") of a 12 year old girl. Of a girl who thought she had a chance, but lost it sooner.

Anger had filled me up to the brim, never had I though I found someone like that, yet he was playing around with me, and you have no idea how that hurt.

I don't hate him, but I don't like him, I would be sniggering and gossiping about him. No, I won't be so foolish and no I won't be mean.

I throw done my book in frustration, and I punch my pillow, so much for violence isn't the answer, I scream into my pillow and throw it on the floor.

I was like a mad Lion, trying to protect her cubs. Except, yes I was mad, and no I'm not a lion (well I hope I don't look like one) and sadly, I'm not strong :P

This heartache has taught me, to be stronger (well err yeah) and to be wiser next time, but never ever will I say "I will never believe in love again"

Because you can find love.... right in front of you. As it is, you can find it right there inside you, as that piece of my heart is mended, by a different heart, forever and ever.

Entry#11- Desperate

I've come to a point, in life where i'm desperate to get stuff and other things.

Well what I mean is... things have changed from the last time I posted, I just noticed I need to start taking more care of myself. Don't worry, i'm not gonna rant about that, but I Just wanted to tell you :)

Everyone gets desperate, for a boyfriend, usually a good looking one, and their are the crushes and yatta yatta, I could go on :P Anyway, and thing is, I sort of hate that.

Being in a relationship is hard, first its cool, then there are heartaches and then finally a break up, and there's all that "sane" drama, and really I don't feel like that.

Boyfriends, are hard to deal with too, how do you know they're not cheating on you. (Don't let that pile up in your little head :P) It's just those little things that lead your heart to be tore apart... and I should know.

Maybe I am desperate for a boyfriend, but I don't care, because for now... I don't need one, I don't need an extension of my heart, to be eventually taken away and ripped up into pieces.

Other things are to be desperate for like growing up, turning out into this cool awesome teenager, when the time comes, you've got to move on.

Growing up is hard, especially for women, but anyway I won't go into details. Life itself is unfair and hard, you live and you learn.

You're probably wondering why i'm boring you with this post, I don't blame you, but I guess I just feel like blurting the truth, because at this very moment... i'm hurt.

My heart is bleeding with sorrow, and the only thing I can do, is talk to you, I haven't cried and I will not cry because that, is not who I am, relationships are boring, life is exciting and for all it is, I already have a relationship. With My Life.

You see, life is something that guides you and leads you to what is right, and you sometimes lead it to the wrong places, and then you blame it on your life, life is unfair sometimes, but thats the way it is.

As a wise person, I should know that when someone hurts your feeling, a friend, a best friend, a boyfriend, you cry, it's normal, us human beings all do it and it's normal..

But you see.... that's something right now I can't do, and won't do, and it may sound stupid but I don't know why...

The thing is, I'm happy now, because even though I didn't cry I still let it all out. Life is unfair but today... it helped me.

Entry#10-Flip Books

Hey guys so I'm doing Flip Books. Well I was bored and started surfing through the internet and found this site "How to make a Flip Book" So I followed the Instructions and I managed. They are so cool and fun, you've got to be really accurate and you have to be a bit patient. Anyway it came out pretty cool, I have some random stuff haha. Anyway Maybe I'll post later Bye bye! :D

Entry#9- New Laptop!!!!

Hey guys, well I sort of got a new laptop. Well I was lying down on the sofa (I'm still sick, today I have been sick for officially one week) and then my mum came up with the most amazing fantastic Idea in the whole universe (no seriously she did) my mum told me to use My Dad's Old Laptop! We put it on and it worked really well it's quite fast and we sorted the folders and emails AND I have my folders of my laptop all backed up on my pendrive so now I have all my folders on this laptop. So now I can blog whenever I like, and I don'thave to wait for my Dad to get off the main computer YAAAAAAAY! Cool right, i'm really happy (and sick XD) and I seriously love this laptop, (it's much bigger then my laptop which was a notebook, but I can still put it on my lap) Anyway that's all for today, See you!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye Happy 2nd Day Of 2011. XD Bye!

Entry#8- Happy New Years Day!

2011!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Wee, well for starters we spent New Years Day at my Aunt's it was fun, at least for them, because I spent practically the whole day on the couch sleeping and coughing, with a really bad soar throat and Headache. However it wasn't to bad Yeah? Well you wouldn't know ha-ha. Anyway that's really what I have to post. Bye, bye!

Entry#7-Sneaking in My Sister's Bedroom

WAIT! Before you say anything Wait. Well listen I was bored ok, anyway it's fun to check what My sister has in her bedroom. :D Anyway so I was walking up stairs to my sister's bedroom (Becky my sister was downstairs) and I looked into her big cupboard, and I found this Big A3 card. I took it out to read it, and on the cover it said "Happy 18th Burday Becky" Yes that birthday spelling glitch was on the card. Anyway I opened it and it was a poem from Luke. I was like "AWWW" (Luke is Becky's Boyfriend) :F HEHE. Anyway after that I put it back inside went downstairs and fell asleep (I was sick and weak and I still am). Anyway that's all for today Bye!!!!!!! Happy New Years Eve